I’m not even sure if this is the right date.. anywho, hello and hi there. Summer is coming to an end, doing as much as I can for this week. The upcoming week I’m technically going back to school for a teacher-student program. Things haven’t been going their way for some people. Bummy two weeks. I’m doing fine I suppose, happy where everything is. Not much to say, same old same old. #goodday 

Taking a look back on the school year, there’s really one thing that I’ve learned about myself. It’s not really something that I’m proud of. And that’s because it really got me in dark places and to a side of myself that I never saw coming. 

No matter what, I will put 100% into something I care about. Specifically, into someone I really like. I don’t care if I get hurt, I will do whatever it takes to get to a certain point until enough is enough. Enough to me, is when I can’t take it anymore; I’ve done all that I could.   What pisses me off is that people couldn’t see that. I knew what I was getting into, I knew the consequences that would happen. 

The sad part is, I’m still doing this. Will I consider this a learning experience? Probably not if I keep bringing myself down. But I’m stubborn to realize that. Now, I’m doing whatever it takes again. But this time, I know that I’m gonna be more careful. Let’s just conclude that I’ll be more ready than before. 

I always lose count of these challenges now -_- Been the same old, nothing’s really change. Still miss people, just enjoying summer, the usual. Currently out on vacation with the fam and it’s going well so far. I have a feeling August is gonna be a good month. It’s gonna go fast tho, just like July so I have to finish up a few things before the summer ends. I’m about to make a few decisions that I’m scared about, but will help me. #prayforaaron hahaha 

Forever laughing at how things changed. I make myself look like an idiot. Whatever, I’m working on something better and not down to work on something that wasn’t meant to be.

DAMN, I loafted hard LOL

As usual, summer has been treating me good. I love having motives almost everyday. I need to catch up with a lot of people so I need to figure out who I’ll be seeing for the next couple of weeks. Tbh, I haven’t been at my best lately.. (again). But, I’ll get over it, always do. Just need to focus and realize a few things. Not much to say, just enjoying life. Outtie.

Tired af so I’m keeping things nice and simple. Past few days have been treating me well. I love having a motive everyday, its the only thing keeping my summer alive. Didn’t mention this last update but I got a buzzcut to basically ‘reset’ my hair. Weird, hard to explain I know)) It’s growing pretty fast and I’m getting used to it. Operation: Start Again is going well in terms of a personal journey. I’ve been really happy where things are at the moment so I’m just gonna try to keep that up. I still miss certain people and I need to make plans to see them soon. Life = good; finally heading somewhere better from all the bullshit that I’ve dealt with in the school year. Now, I gotta say my goodnight’s to a silly person. Outta here!

Past few days have been a great start to summer. Been with the greatest people and had the most amazing experiences so far. Did my final show for Waiting For God and it was honestly one of the best performances. Little things throughout the day made it special and got me in a good mood. I spent most of the week with my boy, K.B. I honestly think I’m gonna spend the whole summer with him, it’s insane haha. I miss a certain someone, I hope I see her soon.  I miss my friends, it’s sad that I know I may not see all of them this summer. I’ve been feeling meh, before I was a happy mofo)) Day 180 screwed me over.. but my night was made through a little convo. Brighten things up. Enough of me being cheesy, I’m just gonna plan out what I’m doing this upcoming week and go to bed. OUTTIE.

Went to rehearsals, spent most of the day with the musical fam. Chilled with K.B. and DCuats for a bit and somewhat witnessed an accident)) Went to my grandma’s for a fam jam then did some cleaning at home. Took a nightly jog and it was really relaxing. Needed it to get things off my mind. Ended the night off finishing the second season of OTH. Highlight of the day; ‘silly’ conversations. ‘Nuff said haha.

- Exam week… It was a struggle, but I got through with it. Blessed. I studied to the best of my ability and I now hope for a better marks to maintain my honor roll. The only thing that’s gonna keep my parents happy with my education. 

- I’m back on the music writing business, wrote to Mac Miller’s ‘Missed Calls’. Song has been on repeat ever since the music video came out, love it. 

- Just came from a friend’s birthday party. Just a night to chill with people and music is what I need. Did my first live performance of ‘Lemonade’ and it was nice, went smoothly. 

-Musical business isn’t over. Preparing for this upcoming Tuesday’s performance in Toronto. Speaking of, I need to wake up for rehearsal in the next 5 hours. 

Outtie.

Quick update; mainly because I’m tired and too lazy to go into detail. 

166; studying and getting work done was the motive. I did some math review and finished my comm tech project, blessed. 

167;  Busy day. Celebrated Father’s Day with the fam; ate @ Boston Pizza. Then it was ‘daredevil’ mode and debut time. Twas a good night, enjoyed it! Had many funny and awkward moments)) Had to finish some artwork tho, need to finish this major assignment for Monday. 

OFF THIS.

I don’t even know if this is the correct day anymore. 

I’ve been under so much stress. School has taken over for the past few days and it’s been killing me. Literally, I’ve only gotten 3 hours of sleep each day, not a good sign. I’m always getting told to sleep earlier but that’s never happening haha. Just hoping that my studies go well and that my marks improve cause I really need them to. 

In short, everything is going GREAT. I love where everything is at the moment, I’m happy. Other than school, there’s hardly stress I have to deal with. A bit confusing and some blunt advice from a few friends, but I’m getting it together. 

Now. I. Need. My. Sleep. So I’m sleeping with a smile on my face, been a long time since I’ve gained sucha feeling. Outtie.

Losing track of this challenge, but it’s whatever.

Been too stressed out lately, one of the after effects of musical is failing and that’s pretty much what’s happening in school. I’m so behind on assignments, it’s killing me inside! Other than it’s been an emotional week. I recently found out that the musical journey is not over cause my crew has been blessed with a opportunity to perform again in Toronto, too sick!

Recently, there was been a lot of change in my life. Not gonna lie, but I like it. I like what’s happening at the moment. Situations have occurred, and I’ve been gaining some good advice lately. A good friend told me it’s best to try and listen to your friends so that’s what I’m trying to do. Basically, I have another goal and I’m going for it. I have nothing to lose because of hearing that mutual feelings are being reciprocated so I’m pretty happy.

Today was my only day of rest. I’m gonna sleep now, and tomorrow will be the day of my death cause I have too much work to do.